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Friday, April 25, 2008

To stay or go

Matt finishes school next May and the big debate is to find a job with his own company, or go somewhere else. I have very mixed feelings about this. I love my job, my house, my church, and having my family so close, but it may be a fun adventure to move somewhere else.

I lay at night before I go to bed and think about selling our house and packing up (while putting it on a TLC show) and I think yuck. Then, I think about saying goodbye to my Mom and I think no way. But still, in the back of my mind, there is a little part of me that wants to get out of here. I may be ready for an adventure and a new atmosphere.

I told my Mom that we thought about Texas and she told Matt not to even consider it and that it wasn't even an option. She then didn't sleep the whole entire night. I may break her heart if we leave.

Good thing that I don't have to decide for another year huh.

3 comments:

Kevin, Amanda & Braxton said...

ashley hey I am just telling you it kinda sucks to leave all your family! We are doing it now and I really miss utah and would love to be back!

Holly said...

Hey Ashley, its Holly Lundell (Rudd now)from back in the day!I have been blog surfing and stumbled apon yours! It is so amazing to see your cute family! You look so much like your mom! Looks like you are loving life. I am out in Ohio while Dan finishes Dental School. They way I think about moving away is, it was the hardest thing I ever did, at first. Now it has been the best thing ever for me. There are so many oppurtunities out there! But than I again I don't have a cute little family like you. Good luck in your decision.

Katie said...

Try West Virginia!!!